Bein worthy to be blessed

I have sometimes found myself looking at what others have, a house, a good job, a big family, a husband with the priesthood, certainty that they have made the right choices and so many other blessings and I wonder why I can't have those things. I forget that I am abundantly blessed. I truly am. I have the most beautiful little girl in the entire world, she came into our life when we needed her the very most and I was able to name her after my sweet aunt who had died just months before she was born. I have the desire to learn and the ability to do so quickly. I am creative like my mom. My husband loves me, and even though we have been through a lot in our almost 11 years, I do believe he loves me and wants us to grow old together. I have friends that are so good to me. And in laws who have opened their home to me. My car, even though it has given me numerous headaches still runs. and I am blessed to be an at home mom to my little girl. I have met people that I know with out a doubt I knew and loved in the life before. I am a daughter of god, and I sometimes forget. He has a time line for me. Someday if it is right I will get my home, I will get my degree, I will grow my family, and I will discover why I had to know heart ache and trials why I get to keep some in my life and others I had to let go, I just have to have faith that I will find the answers I need. Please let that house, career, and family be in my list of blessings! I have to remember that no matter what he has in store for me I will find joy and happiness. My friend ( I consider her a friend ) wrote a blog that really made me think things over in a new light. I am so grateful I found that blog today. Thanks Nikki!